Gwendolyn
Finding Inspiration in Every Turn
My Story
• One morning in December 2019, at the age of 16, I woke up to get ready for school. Suddenly, I got nauseous, threw up, then immediately felt better. I remember running downstairs to tell my mom how weird it was. I went to school and was fine for the rest of the day.
• At this point, I weighed nearly 200 lbs, I constantly ate horrible foods, and had an extremely negative mindset. I had heavy depression and anxiety, a terrible relationship with myself, and was on anti-depressants and going to therapy. I was refusing to take responsibility for myself – constantly living in survival and victim mode.
• At first, my nausea and vomiting were oddly only in the morning before school – each day, I ignored it, hoping it would just go away on its own. However, it quickly got worse as the days progressed – to the point where I woke up sick and stayed sick throughout the day, and I was losing weight impossibly fast.
• So, I started the doctor's appointments – still fully believing that doctors knew everything and always had my best interest in mind. So, we started through a list of tests in hopes they’d figure out what was wrong with me. I was still completely oblivious to the fact that I was the one responsible for creating my illness.
• I did multiple tests (including a stomach scope, a colonoscopy, and a brain CT scan to search for tumors) and tried multiple medications to bandage my symptoms. However, my doctors couldn’t figure out what was wrong – they only promoted fear and wanted to prescribe me even more medication. Eventually, they shrugged their shoulders and told us that it was constipation and depression.
• Within about six months, I dropped to about 120 lbs and could barely keep any food or water down. I couldn’t continue the way I had been and do nothing. So, my mom medically withdrew me from school, and we decided to figure out how to heal it naturally. (This meant I also needed to get off of all medications – including my anti-depressants, which I cold-cut.)
Side Note: I conveniently got sick right before COVID hit. I was pulled out of the indoctrination system right before they switched it to all online schooling.
We got to researching and trying out different natural remedies and supplements. It was tough and stressful. We eventually realized that my symptoms were similar to gallbladder problems – so we started detoxing my gallbladder.
One of the blessings AND banes of my existence is apple juice – due to a specific gallbladder cleanse, I tried. Fasting for seven days straight, only drinking a gallon of apple juice a day – then on the seventh day, at the end of the day, drinking a mixture of olive oil and grapefruit juice with food-grade Epsom salt.
While I was home fasting and doing my cleanses and natural remedies – I also had much free time to myself. After I had personally been affected by Big Pharma and witnessed the fear-mongering, symptom-treating, money-loving system, it was much easier to see the full ugly truth. (This was the wake-up call that led to me knowing everything I now know about all the corruption.)
Once we started doing gallbladder-specific natural remedies, I got better. All of the detoxing and cleansing we tried was truly needed to heal my physical body – however, as humans, we have an emotional body and mental body to take care of as well. •ng full of light. You deserve to know that healing IS possible!
The Journey
This led me to research Dr. Joe Dispenza’s work. In the 1980s, a Bronco truck hit him in the back during the biking part of a triathlon competition. He made the decision to heal his body with his mind instead of getting surgery – and he did. Now he teaches how healing anything is possible and proves it scientifically.
• This gave me a profound understanding of what I needed to do. I was sick for a year; then, I worked on healing myself from my illness – which included healing my physical, mental, and emotional body.
• That part of my healing journey did not only consist of what I did physically – it wasn’t just one specific cleanse or supplement that I took to heal. The pivotal point was what I learned from Dr. Joe Dispenza – changing my mindset and rewiring my brain.
• I had to heal emotionally and allow myself forgiveness – forgiveness for my past, forgiveness to myself. I had to allow myself to grow into a new person, I needed to stop identifying with the low vibrational versions of myself – to stop identifying as a victim.
• With that, I also had to hold myself accountable. I had let my body get addicted to my negative thoughts and emotions – so I had to stop allowing myself to shoot depression and anxiety up my veins (metaphorically).
• As hard as it was, it is equally worth it and equally possible. Most people get swept up in believing doctors when they attempt to drill fear and impossibility in your heart and brain – they don’t want you to know that your heart and brain are fully capable of producing anything your body needs to heal itself.
I’m sure you’ve heard the quote, “Healing isn’t linear” or “Healing isn’t a straight line.” I think that means that we never truly stop healing and learning. Even after healing from being sick, I still constantly learn and grow daily. Essentially, healing is a practice – not a “one and done” situation. Why limit yourself to how high you can raise your vibration? You are an electromagnetic human bei